You know how you feel before you need to go in for a root canal? You know it won't be fun or easy and you dread the time leading up to your appointment. Well, I am in that position now. I feel so great this week, but I know that come Thursday, it will be time for my next treatment and the weekend will be a drag. Don't mistunderstand me. I want to go to treatment. I want the bad cells to die and never return. I know the treatment will work. I just don't want to feel less good than I do right now. I k now, apparently I want things on my terms. Who doesn't?
Well, I do believe in the power of prayer. While I try to find my happy place before Thursday, I'm asking for everybody to say just a quick little prayer for me that the side effects will be only what I can handle. While you are at it, maybe you could add a prayer for everyone suffering from cancer on this day. Oh, and maybe say thanks for something for which you are grateful today. Yeah, that ought to do it. Make it a great one!
8/25/04 Update: I'm not one to place a lot of emphasis on horoscopes, but I happened to seen mine today.
The Moon in Capricorn is forming an earthy Grand Trine with the Sun, Mercury, Mars and the North Node -- the point of the future of your soul. This laundry list of planets means two things. You know how many things are working in your favor now -- and, as unfashionable as it is, you are ready to jump in and do the work required to get things rolling once again.
